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Personal Demons EP

by Mysarium

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1.
Another Life (Demon of Grief) 04:29
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Life cut short on a rainy night Light snuffed out, no longer bright Headlights, curves, and screeching tires To say goodbye, my one desire Twitsed metal, glass in shards Another hole ripped through my heart Glad to know you felt no pain But life without you’s not the same Another life Another fight To feel your hold As life unfolds Tales of hardships, life, and love Billiards, beer, and God above Take me back to better days When my friend was still okay Life without you’s dark and cold I take no chances, don’t feel bold Misery starts to set in And I can’t wait to see you again Another life Another fight To feel your hold As life unfolds
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Dust (Demon of Depression) 04:31
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How could they like a monster like me? I ruin everything that I see Everything I touch, crumbles into dust And I can’t seem to set myself free I know I wasn’t made for this world My dreams of fitting in have unfurled This sickening truth, stemmed from my youth Extended hands have always been burned As life unfolds, I break from my mold My gnashing, gnarled smile is getting pretty old And I pray to have peace, but no such release Will come to a demon like me This emotional pain needs to end I have no one that I call a friend The lies and deciet, lay here at my feet And there’s no room for my back to bend I’ve put my neck out on the line And I get guillotined every time There’s really no place for this waste of space So I guess I’ll just lay here and die As life unfolds, I break from my mold My gnashing, gnarled smile is getting pretty old And I pray to have peace, but no such release Will come to a demon like me Let me turn to dust! None of you I trust! This is now a must! Let me turn to dust! How could they like a monster like me? I ruin everything that I see Everything I touch, crumbles into dust And I can’t seem to set myself free
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Victim (Demon of Self Worth) 04:32
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Can anybody hear him? He’s down in this hole And he’s feeling oh, so low Can anybody see him? See, he’s still alive Come wash away the tears he’s cried Most of you won’t understand What it’s like to be a man Who’s withering away? Who’s withering away A victim of his mind Just hold him cause he’s blind And all the times he tried His heart was cast aside Just give him one more day He says he’ll be ok Look deep into his eyes A broken soul that cries Can anybody see? The man that cries is me Countless hours spent here Lying awake I gave so much I have nothing left to take God, please hear me Tell me what I’m worth Cause I’m regretting my birth I sit here waiting for this glue to dry I’ve tried to fix this at least a dozen times My head is spinning, I’m ‘bout to fall again I just don’t know what else to do That’s why I’m reaching out to you A victim of his mind Just hold him cause he’s blind And all the times he tried His heart was cast aside Just give him one more day He says he’ll be ok Look deep into his eyes A broken soul that cries Just tell me what to do I’m reaching out to you
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Breathe (Demon Of Anxiety) 04:40
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When the fire dies And it’s cold inside Are you still alive? When you’re underground And you hear a sound Are you still alive? When the smoke has cleared But there’s no one near Are you still alive? When rain hits the ground And you’re falling down Are you still a- -live in heart and soul Feeling rather whole Head heavy as coal Beat into the dirt Blood covers your shirt Breathing starts to hurt When you hit the ground No one makes a sound Faces spinning ‘round Don’t think back on it Land another hit Bloody knuckled fist The question is Can you hear yourself breathe? When the thunder roars And your heartbeat soars Are you still alive? When the bomb explodes Senses overload Are you still alive? When the flashing lights Are set on your sights Are you still alive? When the cable snaps And your life relapse(s) Are you still a- -live in heart and soul Feeling rather whole Head heavy as coal Beat into the dirt Blood covers your shirt Breathing starts to hurt When you hit the ground No one makes a sound Faces spinning ‘round Don’t think back on it Land another hit Bloody knuckled fist The question is Can you hear yourself breathe? When the lights go dim And your chances slim Are you still alive? When the line is crossed And you’re feeling lost Are you still alive? When you’ve beat them down Made them taste the ground Are you still alive? When you’ve made you stand Proven you’re a man Are you still a- -live in heart and soul Feeling rather whole Head heavy as coal Beat into the dirt Blood covers your shirt Breathing starts to hurt When you hit the ground No one makes a sound Faces spinning ‘round Don’t think back on it Land another hit Bloody knuckled fist The question is Can you hear yourself breathe?
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The Aviator's Last Wish (Demon of Death) 05:51
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I’m so far away I can’t hear you calling And what you can’t see I’m forever falling Deeper, harder in Love with you my darling Can’t wait to come home Just to see you smiling It’s been so long since I have stared into your eyes To say I don’t miss you would be my biggest lie When I come home will you sit with me by the fire I’ll hold you close and you can tell me your desires Wait for me I’ll wait for you Stay with me I’ll stay with you Just not tonight I’ve got to fly As my world comes crashing down I pray to God above Keep your eye on my true love and make sure she is loved I can’t find the words to explain how you make me feel, darling Butterflies, that reside in your soul spread their wings and fly Deep inside, they collide with my spirit, I’m alive It’s no lie, that I find you’re the one here for the ride By my side, ‘til we die, it’s just us dear you and I Come hold me I’ll hold you Our love is Unbroken Explosive Emotions Our future In motion I’m crashing This ending Is not what I wanted This fire Burns so bright The light of My whole life

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released September 25, 2021

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Mysarium Berlin, Connecticut

Mysarium is a solo project that started in the fall of 2006. It is used primarily as a creative and emotional outlet. Though sticking with the general metal genre, Mysarium can not be pigeonholed into one specific style. The music is written as the emotions and feelings flow, with hopes that its listeners can commiserate and seek solace through the sonic wall that is the Mysarium experience. ... more

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