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Ghost Stories 2​.​0

by Mysarium

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1.
Walls 06:10
Staring at the floor waiting for a sign Cause I didn’t want to be alone Waiting for someone to help me turn this Empty shell into a home Cause my god it’s been so long Since a smile crossed my face Show me a way out show me a Light in this wicked place I built these walls and you tore them down I used to scream at night, until you dampened the sound I wandered lost until I found Someone like you to show me how my feet stay on the ground You keep me grounded You keep me grounded Taking deep breaths every step I take Cause every one is toward a leap of faith Walking to the cliff and I feel an urge To look at my feet, what lies in wait? I see the tides beneath and they’re Ready to sweep me away I hope you’re down there, love Just so you can hear me say I built these walls and you tore them down I used to scream at night, until you dampened the sound I wandered lost until I found Someone like you to show me how my feet stay on the ground You keep me grounded You keep me grounded
2.
I was broken Into pieces And then you came And you saved me With your loving And your caring Your emotions Left me screaming for More! There’s nothing I want more than- You- Are all that- I could ask for- (x2) Holding your hand I take my stand Fighting for what I believe in Biting my tongue For all these years I yell out for I cry out for And all this time I’ve been waiting to hold you And all this time I’ve been waiting to love you Now I hold you ‘Cause I love you You have turned me Into a man Pulling your hair Biting your neck There’s no way that You’re not screaming for I was broken Into pieces And then you came And you saved me With your loving And your caring Your emotions Left me screaming for More!
3.
Find A Way 05:54
They claim that you’re lost But I know where you’re found I read between the lines You’re safe and sound I don’t wanna do this the hard But they leave me no choice when they say They’re looking for just another way To keep me away from you They’re plotting against us every day I hope and I pray they do Just so I can show you my love and dedication I’ll search in every corner and every location I’ll prove that they’ll never find a way To keep me away from you They took it far and pit you against me I thought they’d have learned but in time they’ll see There’s nothing they can do to shake us As long as they’re one they can’t break us They’re looking for just another way To keep me away from you They’re plotting against us every day I hope and I pray they do Just so I can show you my love and dedication I’ll search in every corner and every location I’ll prove that they’ll never find a way To keep me away from you With this ring I thee wed We won’t part ‘Til we’re dead We will fight ‘Til we fall All for one One for all They claim that you’re lost But I know where you’re found I read between the lines You’re safe and sound I don’t wanna do this the hard But they leave me no choice when they say They’re looking for just another way To keep me away from you They’re plotting against us every day I hope and I pray they do Just so I can show you my love and dedication I’ll search in every corner and every location I’ll prove that they’ll never find a way To keep me away from you
4.
All this time I spent on you was It a waste? I could not let go once I had Had a taste Watching walk through that door would Break my heart But this shit you say to me will Make me start Pushing you away Pushing you away I don’t wanna do this away But you’ll make me do this Taking my time to figure you out I’m wide awake Thinking I’m safe with you here by my side was A big mistake The sedond I turned my back on you, you sank your fangs Deep in my neck How’d I not notice the monster inside you was Disrespect Now I’m pushing you away Pushing you away I don’t wanna do this away But you’ll make me do this So I’m pushing you away Pushing you away I don’t wanna do this away But you’ll make me do this You trapped me in your cage You placed me on your stage You made a show of me Now the world will see How evil you can be Just sit and watch me bleed How little you do know I run this fucking show Now I’m pushing you away Pushing you away I don’t wanna do this away But you’ll make me do this So I’m pushing you away Pushing you away I don’t wanna do this away But you’ll make me do this Pushing you away Pushing you away Pushing you away Pushing you away I’m pushing you away Pushing you away I’m pushing you away Pushing you away I’m pushing you away Pushing you away I’m pushing you away Pushing you away
5.
Dead To You 05:17
I don’t know why I said I loved you I can’t explain away the lie I feel your poison running through me I want to lay right here and die All emotion I was feeling Was swallowed whole with selfish lies The trust I had for you was broken Can’t even look you in the eye I was the low hanging fruit So low you got on your knees I can’t believe it was you Whose words I could not believe I can’t seem to find a Way away from you I can’t stand your lines You played me like a fool Dead to me, dead to you You feed on toxic, bitter nonsense All your sweet nothings taste like bile You prey on weak to boost your ego I see it in your shallow smile Whatever God you don’t believe in I’m sure is harshly judging you Your hollow heart’s a fucking graveyard For all the soul’s you’ve ripped on through I was the low hanging fruit So low you got on your knees I can’t believe it was you Whose words I could not believe I can’t seem to find a Way away from you I can’t stand your lines You played me like a fool Dead to me, dead to you
6.
For She 05:30
This smile couldn’t be more fake if you drew it on I hate what I’ve become so bring it on This shroud of love I have outgrown The monster inside me won’t leave me alone And I know you feel a negative vibe And I know you see the hatred inside My eyes are windows to my soul This darkness swallows me whole Watch as it shakes me Breaks me Down to my core Day by day I feel it grow People like she make it so Digging my grave from dawn til dusk She’s watching me oxidize, turn into rust And I know you feel a negative vibe And I know you see the hatred inside My eyes are windows to my soul This darkness swallows me whole Watch as it shakes me Breaks me Down to my core Take a deep breath and watch as my soul floats away I feel the hatred flow me like blood through my veins I never thought I could hate someone as much as she I never thought I could, but she made me believe My eyes are windows to my soul This darkness swallows me whole Watch as it shakes me Breaks me Down to my core
7.
Dead Wrong 04:53
Take a step back and look inside clinically You will see why I criticize cynically Thought you were the one Thought you were the one I let you inside and I gave you all of me Granted your wish and became what you wanted me Breathing nevermore Living nevermore I gave you life you gave me heartache To trust your love, my biggest mistake You thought that you could just erase me You thought that you could just replace me But you’re wrong Dead wrong You claimed that you were leagues above me You claimed that forever you’d love me But you lied No pride Ripped into my heart like you never cared for me Left me to bleed out and question my sanity Left me here to die Left me here to die You found an excuse for you to be rid of me Painted me crazy so you could be done with me Crashing like a train I can feel the pain Committed to my undoing Projecting your flaws onto me Committed to nothing Did nothing to hold onto me MOVE OUT!!!
8.
Better 03:44
I’m so much better without you I’m breathing clearer without you here My life is better without you I’m moving freely without the fear Of walking On eggshells Around your Distemper Living in the moment Knowing that we can’t be friends This feeling of freedom I’m hoping it never ends No looking back, only forward I only think of you with disgust I’m taking charge of my future I left our memories in the dust I wish I Could get back All the time I wasted On you I’m living life like it’s mine now I never knew how good that could feel No longer wrapped ‘round your finger No longer choking beneath your heel There’s no way you can control me You’re out of sight and to you I’m blind Fuck you and everyone like you I must have been out of my damn mind To think you Were special Or that you Even cared Living in the moment Knowing that we can’t be friends This feeling of freedom I’m hoping it never ends
9.
It seems the world always turns to Ash When we need someone easy to love And if you pay to see her dance She’ll make you feel like you’re in love Eyes as bright as day We open our eyes Past as dark as night We shut out our past Dreams dusted with ice No virginal sacrifice This fire keeps us warm Just like the calm before the storm Tears drop from heavenly skies Thunder roars while angels cry She lets you down like her self esteem And if you care, you’ll make her scream It seems the world always turns to Ash When we need someone easy to love And if you pay to see her dance She’ll make you feel like you’re in love Do you see that she does not care? Open your eyes see past her skin She would rather see us all burn Thus the world shall turn on Ash Eyes as bright as day We open our eyes Past as dark as night We shut out our past Dreams dusted with ice No virginal sacrifice This fire keeps us warm Just like the calm before the storm Tears drop from heavenly skies Thunder roars while angels cry She lets you down like her self esteem And if you care, you’ll make her scream She cares for you no more Earth had formed icy core
10.
Coward 05:58
Sifting through messages Looking for anything Reasons for why you now treat her so cold Does she look good enough? Does she love hard enough? Asking herself were you really in love? When she finds out the truth Will you lie to her face Just like a snake? Or will you be a man And admit your mistakes? Don’t leave her here suffering! Why did you leave her hanging from a tree? Why did you leave her swinging in the breeze? How could you leave her Questioning if she was good enough Why did you break her trust? Who is this other girl Why do you talk to her Like you are planning to leave your true love? Looking down at her hand At her engagement ring Asking herself were you really in love? Now she found out the truth Will you lie to her face Just like a snake? Or will you be a man And admit your mistakes? Don’t leave her here suffering! Why did you leave her hanging from a tree? Why did you leave her swinging in the breeze? How could you leave her Questioning if she was good enough Why did you break her trust? Why She can ask why You owe her why Why did you break her trust? Why Wondering why Asking you why Why did you break her heart? Why did you leave her hanging from a tree? Why did you leave her swinging in the breeze? How could you leave her Questioning if she was good enough Why did you break her trust? COWARD! YOU’RE A COWARD! COWARD! FUCKING COWARD!
11.
Ghost Story 07:45
Ghost! Susperstitions breed suspicion, you’ve poisioned my mind You left a timebomb deep inside to blow at any time You left me here with this regret that I can’t justify Just say the word those precious words, just look me in the eye Don’t ignore me I found you out, the chair and noose don’t lie If I made you so damn complete why would you take your life I blame myself for what you did, for playing god again With your two hands you tied a knot and killed my only friend So now I’m left telling a ghost story About a jaded love that used to be Wish I could hold you in my arms but now instead With shaking hands I place the dirt on your new bed Ghost! Your apparition’s in the kitchen standing next to me What do you weant from your old world, what do you want from me You take my hand, it feels so warm as if you were alive It’s time I knew what you lived through that made you terrified Stared in your eyes I saw the devil dancing all around His fellow demons screaming at the walls with siren sounds Day in day out you looked for peace of mind with no resolve I feel the tension building up, I see your eyes revolve So now I’m left telling a ghost story About a jaded love that used to be Wish I could hold you in my arms but now instead With shaking hands I place the dirt on your new bed You left your eyes bloodshot and open! I’ll never full understand what you tried to show me But all I see when I’m asleep is what was meant to be I see you running through a field with sun kissed rosy cheeks I see your lips say I love you but I can’t hear you speak When I awake I’m always swimming in a pool of sweat Is this what you wanted? My life to be full of regret? That can’t be true I want to be right there, right by your side I grab my gun, I load it up and quickly say goodbye So now they’re left telling a ghost story About a jaded love that used to be Wish they could hold us in their arms but now instead With shaking hands they place the dirt on our new beds

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released October 31, 2021

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Mysarium Berlin, Connecticut

Mysarium is a solo project that started in the fall of 2006. It is used primarily as a creative and emotional outlet. Though sticking with the general metal genre, Mysarium can not be pigeonholed into one specific style. The music is written as the emotions and feelings flow, with hopes that its listeners can commiserate and seek solace through the sonic wall that is the Mysarium experience. ... more

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