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All​.​.​. Or Nothing

by Mysarium

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When the flood rises over your head Where will you run? Where will you stand? Crashing waves, smashing into the earth What was your plan? What was it worth? When will you realize you’ve done this to yourself? When will you admit you’ve made this your own hell? When your life spirals out of control Who do you blame? What makes you whole? Fill your blood with addictions and strife What do you care? It’s just your life When will you realize you’ve done this to yourself? When will you admit you’ve made this your own hell? “I am Alpha and the Omega the beginning and the end. I will give unto him, that is athirst, of the fountain of the water of life” (If you’re spiralling downward and nothing is going right, this is a message for you…) If you don’t swim you’ll disappear into nothing You’ll be dragged away by currents of spite Give it your all or give to it nothing You won’t survive until you learn how to fight I am depression, I am disease I’m in control, take you down to your knees I am addiction, sepsis, and pus I am your mirror, I am disgust I am you!
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Hold my hand Guide me away from this Darkness This darkness Speak to me Words of hope in this Time of need Time of need They surround me Call to me Reach for my Dark side of my lonely heart Guide me away from this darkness Guide Me Away! Guide Me Away! Guide Me Away! Guide Me Away! I can’t do this alone Hold my hand Guide me away from this Darkness This darkness Speak to me Words of hope in this Time of need Time of need No matter where I am or what I do I feel you beside me Showing me the way Loving me for who I am I need your light to guide me home I need your light to guide me home Tonight, I need your light to guide me home Tonight, I need your light to guide me home Tonight, I need your light to guide me home Tonight, I need your light to guide me home
3.
It lies in wait beneath the dust It smells your fear and smells your musk It's tendrils stretch from core to crust It speaks to you but only just It feeds itself with sacrifice It is the cat, you are the mice The blood that's pooling round its head Is not it's own, it's from the dead The sun is mine, sun is mine to take What kind of dark and dreary world to make? Watch the creatures of the night, crawl out from their caves And feast on what they crave It makes its home where sun don’t shine An ancient evil in the mine The vines they snake up through the ground They’ll grab your feet and drag you down These ancient masks are forged from steel Buried beneath our own two heels In centuries of dirt and bone To see him breathe, your spine is stone [Chorus] Wait beneath the trees Feast on all you see You feed yourself with sacrifice You are the cat, they are the mice The blood that's pooling round your head Is not your own, it's from the dead It can’t wait to peel you apart Vines like daggers through you Writhe in agony Feel it pierce, penetrate your heart Color draining from you Pools of misery He is the first born of the wood His priestess brought him all she could Inside a cave her body lies If you commit to him you’ll die To drink his sap will bring demise This is no human in disguise This creature lives to feed on flesh The Interloper breaks it’s rest
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You’re not like the rest, I think you're the best. I'm falling for you. When I hold your hand, all my fears melt away. You're not like the rest, I think you're the best. You're made just for me, and I'm made for you. There's so much to say It was so dark before you came Shrouded in sadness and covered in shame Then you showed me the way Passion is burning like candles alight Holding me close so I'll sleep through the night I yearn to wake and see your face Blindfolded, falling into your arms Knowing you'll catch me and bring me no harm Breaking my walls down stone by stone Free falling quickly, my feelings are sought Letting me know I've already been caught I know that I'll never be alone
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Choke 06:56
Senses deprived All within you Choking on life Dying inside Overwhelming Feeling of dread It’s in your head All in your head When will you open your eyes and see yourself growing? You silence yourself anxiously waiting for the space to Breathe in Waters of life quench seeds Blossoming in to you Don’t choke out emotions Believe in yourself, dear I can only guide you I can’t make decisions for you It’s a game we like to play we Undermine our own potential Trust in you You will find Strength inside In due time Don’t choke out your light Senses deprived All within you Choking on life Dying inside Overwhelming Feeling of dread It’s in your head All in your head
6.
Tell me everything you need/So I may plant and sow the seeds I want my love with you to grow/But you don’t know, you don’t know I stood my ground right by your side/We went for one eventful ride But happiness you could not show/I didn’t know, didn’t know I can’t change the way you feel/All I know’s my love is real Numb to the world/You were my world It’s never good enough for you/It’s never good enough I was never good for you/I was never good enough Should I have held you closer, dear?/Should I have whispered in your ear Of all the things of yours I loved?/I’ll never know, I’ll never know Because your walls were tall and cold/All made from tears and sweat and stone I had the tools to break them down/But you said no, you said no [CHORUS/BRIDGE] I hope you wake up every night/Because you miss me by your side I miss you too but then again/You should know, you should know I used to cry myself to sleep/The well’s run dry, I cannot weep And I cant give you what you want/Cuz you don’t know, you don’t know [CHORUS/BRIDGE] I hope you wake up every night/Because you miss me by your side But happiness you could not show/I’ll never know, I’ll never know I used to cry myself to sleep/The well’s run dry, I cannot weep And I cant give you what you want/Cuz you don’t know, you don’t know What you need…
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Want 04:35
I wanted only you You wanted only me me Where did we get so mixed up We were young and wild and free We never tested faith We never told a lie How did we fall so far from grace And end up with this life? Hardship, heartbreak Make up, break up Thick walls, phone calls Tears cried, love’s died How much longer must we live this life? Can we make it to the end? Will we see the light? You wanted to move up I wanted to move on With pride aside and steps in stride We slowly struggled on Your happiness was few And mine was far between We did our best to fill the holes But could not close the seams Hardship, heartbreak Make up, break up Thick walls, phone calls Tears cried, love’s died How much longer must we live this life? Can we make it to the end? Will we see the light? We finally figured out Together, we can’t be Our last goodbye was no surprise But still it saddens me I thought you were best I thought you were the one Though time moves on and so do we I miss you now you’re gone
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Take this life from me I don’t want to see Pain and hate yield bliss Traverse the abyss Youthful minds will mold Into what they’re told Mind your words, be kind Monkey see and do Nasty things we do Television stars Drinking out at bars Drive Bugatti’s home End their drunken spree Wrapped around a tree Take this life from me I don’t want to see Pain and hate yield bliss Traverse the abyss Preach community Pure hypocrisy Color should be blind Hate is taught from birth We all share this earth Wasteful, human scum We’re not number one Save our savior’s home Generation next Will save all our necks Come together Save our future Shield our children From the heathens No religions Only humans Living in peace Not just a dream
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I'm Nothing 03:40
Im gonna stay over here in my tiny hole Im gonna wait for the Day that im left alone Im gonna stay and make peace with my demons, oh Im gonna wither away and eat through my soul Im nothing Im no one Im hoping For someone To show me Some real love Until then Im no one My anxiety traps me here, in these walls I try crying so loud, but you hear no calls My depression’s like weights ‘round my ankle bones I thought I could confide, instead you broke my stones -Chorus- I’m dying inside but you don’t even care If I dropped at your feet, would you lift up a hair? If I left you tomorrow, would anyone know At my burial site, would anyone show? -Chorus-
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released November 11, 2019

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Mysarium Berlin, Connecticut

Mysarium is a solo project that started in the fall of 2006. It is used primarily as a creative and emotional outlet. Though sticking with the general metal genre, Mysarium can not be pigeonholed into one specific style. The music is written as the emotions and feelings flow, with hopes that its listeners can commiserate and seek solace through the sonic wall that is the Mysarium experience. ... more

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